what goes around comes around

hmm..
mcm mane nak ckp ek..
my worse day ever...test yg agak bias..
it is not fair to know some of your classmate..have already done the questions..of course they score way lot better than me..but still..it is not the main point..its just..dont u people want to know your own limit and estimate how far you can perform so that one day..when there is no past year questions review..or those reliable senior who can lend you their questions paper...you can stand by your own and score flying colours in your exams..
well action speaks louder than words..
prove to me that im wrong...
good luck in your final exams...
(it is a good strategy though..try to review your senior's past year question..haha)

it is not wrong to do that actually..
i geram sbb i xbace question paper 2..
haha..
tukar strategy pasni..

ptg plk konon ade dialog dengan dekan..dkt jln othman..
ak jadi representative utk diploma sem 2..
da la sorang2 pg..dgn uniform purple yg agak lawa tu..haha..
dewan kuliah 1b..mane ek..tebalkan muke tanye bdk2 kat situ..
nak dijadikan cite..bende tu ditunde ke hari laen
dan aku langsung xdimaklumkan..
asyik kene naye je hari ni..
da la ade kelas anatomy..
3 jam..rugi2..
byangkan lah betape geramnye ak time 2..
nsb baek kelas yg ak masok tu xrmai org..
and sorang mamat yg baek hati ni tlong tnjuk notis dialog ditunde..agak segan la..
falihin ade..hampeh punye kwn..hee..tolong gelak ade la..

agk trok r hari ni..
hmm..sgt..

till here,
jazlin

surat untuk emak...

mak..
olin ni...
da 4 thn da..mak tinggal kan olin sorang2..olin xde sape da..nak harapkan atok je..tp atok da terlalu tue untuk anggap cucu dy mcm anak sendiri..olin rndu nak panggil 'emak'..rndu yang membuak2..sgt2 rndu..
olin sihat je mak..lepas mak xde..olin mcm xde tujuan nak hidup..result exams terok..kat kelas x concentrate..olin slalu pk..kenape tuhan tarik nikmat x ade emak dan abah waktu umur olin yg sgt la mentah..masih perlukan seseorang untuk buat keputusan..masih perlukan seseorang untuk cerite masalah..masih perlukan seseorang untuk dipeluk..dibelai..dicium..
olin lagi rela xde abah drpd xde emak...
abah xsayang olin..
emak...olin nak mintak maaf...
dulu mase mak sakit olin dkt sekolah..
xdpat tlong emak...slalu menyusahkan emak...sruh emak masak tu la ni la..klau tuhan bg peluang dpt hidup dengan emak lagi..olin sumpah olin xnak mintak bukan2 lagi da..olin sumpah xnak buat mak marah..olin sumpah olin telefon mak hari2..olin sumpah olin xkan bg mak nangis lg...
satu hari tu olin telefon emak..knape mak senyap?
ckp mak...
"kanser mak da merebak lin"
ya allah...
dugaan ape ni...mak da ckup menderite da..olin xingat bile kali terakhir olin menangis seterok tu depan kwn2 olin..
olin xkire..olin nak balik...pduli ape dgn sekolah..
olin nak mak..nak ade dkt sblah mak..tp abah?
emak..maafkan olin klau olin ckp mcm ni psal abah..tp sbagai ank..olin da hilang rasa hormat dekat abah mak...olin xtau la..
mak..kalau lah olin ade peluang nak peluk mak lagi sekarang....
.......
.......
i will be the most happiest person ever...
mak..mak ingat x mase mak sakit mak ckp kat olin ape?
mak nangis...mak ckp..jage emin,arep...jage diri baek2...
belajar rajin2..smayang jgn tingggal..mak xde nnt.....jgn lupe doakan emak lin...
olin sedey...olin xdapat buat ape yg emak pesan...spm olin terok....xdapat jage emin ngan arep...
emak....olin rindu mak sgt..tuhan je la yg tau..olin tau dlu mak selalu nangis...kenangkan anak2...blanje sekola semue mak tanggung...bil api,air..klau la olin da ckup matang utk kongsi semua beban emak...kalaulah...
mase mak masok hospital dlu..olin slalu marah emak...olin mintak maaf..tau mak sakit...chemo 2nd round..sape nak??tp olin xbley elak mak...2 hr olin xtdo...jage emak...mak kat hospital dlu xtido mlm..ingat x?olin lpar..xde sape bli kan makan...olin letih...terlalu kecil utk angkat emak...tp olin tekad..klau bkn olin yg jage sape lg?olin anak emak....
emak...olin mintak maaf...
olin rindu mak...
sgt...
knape tinggalkan olin sorang2??
mak.......
i just mis u..


al-fatihah
crying~
i hate cancer!


Your Mother
Yusuf Islam

Who should I give my love to?
My respect and my honor to
Who should I pay good mind to?
After AllahAnd Rasulullah
Comes your mother
Who next? Your mother
Who next? Your mother
And then your father
Cause who used to hold you
And clean you and clothes you
Who used to feed you?
And always be with you
When you were sick
Stay up all night
Holding you tight
That's right no other
Your mother (My mother)
Who should I take good care of?
Giving all my love
Who should I think most of?
After AllahAnd Rasulullah
Comes your mother
Who next? Your mother
Who next? Your mother
And then your father
Cause who used to hear you
Before you could talk
Who used to hold you?
Before you could walk
And when you fell who picked you up
Clean your cut
No one but your mother
My mother
Who should I stay rigt close to?
Listen most to
Never say no to
After AllahAnd Rasulullah
Comes your motherWho next?
Your mother
Who next? Your mother
And then your father
Cause who used to hug you
And buy you new clothes
Comb your hair
And blow your nose
And when you cry
Who wiped your tears?
Knows your fears
Who really cares?
My mother
Say Alhamdulillah
Thank you Allah
Thank you Allah
For my mother.


i never failed to cry when listening to this song..
it always reminds me of emak...
a bit emo tonite...
but what i wrote just now...
come deep from my heart...
things that i always wanted to tell her..
tp xdpat..
agak privacy..tp i just wants people to know..
that i really love emak..
n how much i missing her..


friends,
appreciate people around u..
parents, family..
please..
yg still ade mak lagi..
jg dyorg k...
hidup ni sekejap je...
bnd ni nak xnak kene lalui jugak..
pasti kan korang bersedia mase tu...
plz..
pngajaran ade depan mate..amek iktibar k..


semoga panjang umur murah rezeki


jazlin.
(daughter to advanced breast cancer with lung and heart metastasis patient)

RM 5

hr ni mcm2 jd..

today naim n me went out to mid vel..
lpas hbs test..

bas metro pon smpai..
dgn confident nye naek..
then conductor bas tu tanye nk pg mane?
mid vel bang..(dgn nada excited)
dgn muke terkejot abg tu jerit..
benti2!!
ktorg..nape ni..
bro 2 ckp-"bdk ni slh naek bas"
alamakk..segan weyh..
sume dlm bas tu gelak..
tuhan je tau mcm mane..
ktorg dgn muke tebal pon tron r..

dgn kene gelak ngan bdk2 yg xblk lg mase 2..
dpn uitm jln othman..

tekad naek teksi..
tp bas restu barakah (bas uitm) smpai dlu..
naek je la..


the main reason sbnarnye nk teman naim cr perfume for her friend..
hehe..
but then..
i pon nk cr jugak..presents..
somethng for this coming march 11th..

hmm..survey perfume kat SAsA..calvin klein..versace..on our list..
nk pendek kan cite..
last2 xjd beli..
hehe..coz we both da tertarik kat satu purse ni..nyesal x masok roxy awal2...
naim dgl nak bg perfume gak..sape sruh..

heee...

so turn dy plak tman ak cr brg...




ktorg singgah the gardens jap..
mid vel rmai gle org..
then rase urgency nak ke toilet.
tibe2..nk masuk toilet ni..nmpak dpn tu ade counter..
"dik..rm 5 please"
huh..
PREMIER TOILET
RM 5

i was like..emmm..xpela kak...

segan nyeee...
mendela..
nak masok toilet pon kne byr smpai rm 5..

klau pk merepek gak..i rather spend rm5 tu for something else drpd masok toilet just utk melabur..



haha..



at last ade gak toilet free dkt floor atas..
nsb baek bro tepi lift tu bg tau..
hehe..
ni few pic we both amek dlm toilet..

xde keje

hehehe...







naim n me..



blk pkl 4..
(drpd pkl 11 after series of berebut cab dgn bdk2 ni..right after test anatomy)
hehe..
puas hati sbb dpt brg yg i da lame nak cr..
amir xske siap la..

mis u dear..

pnt,

jazL~

New Start

hmm..ok..
saje menggedik nak buat blog..
so far ok la..
im just hoping through this blog..ak bley kurangkan sket beban kat kpale ni..
today is my worse day ever..skt perot yg teramat sgt..
but no ones care..
amir ade friendly match..
me=alone..
xske rase mcm ni..

td ade test adult nursing 1..
its an interesting subject i hav 2 say..
patient yg nk undergoes surgery..ape nursing interventions yg bley kite apply..
pre-op,intra op,post op..
this sem da bley insert IV da..intravenous therapy..
waaa...hehe..
berbalik kpd test td..
lepas hbs je..cik sha ckp"ok,exchange your paper dgn kwn sebelah"
huh..i thought u yg tande sume..
alamak..sgan la ak..
hmm..tp btol la..xkn dy nak tande all these 61 students punye paper..
MCQ questions je..subjective cik sha tande..
we kind like revising the test paper instead of marking it..
then,..ni yg xsbr nk cite ni..hehe
i got full marks..
haha..
alhamdullilah...

ntahla..lpas spm ni..it seems like tuhan nk bg ak peluang utk ubah future ak..
education je tinggal utk ak prove kat sume org..
ak bkn la useless mcm dyorg sangke..
jazlin waktu skolah dlu..xde ultimate goal..
LOC (lost of concious)
haha
nk perform dlm field yg ak x minat mmg ssh..
plus dgn member2 yg xpena nk stop pk yg dyorg terlalu perfect utk pk yg sbenarnye dyorg xperfect..
huh..i still can survive though..


last final exam result-
ANUGERAH DEKAN
3.63..
SlOw~