the best sacrifice ever..

it started when one of my friends decided to tell this apparently an important news a day late..

which bring out this tremendous madness that i've been hold since the day i was born..

for god sake!why now??

ok...im in trouble..

then i call amir..

j:mcm mane ni...transport xde abg...free x esok?

a: xpe r..u dtg mlake..nnt abg anta...

j:mama bg ke?

a:bagii :) nnt kte g lowyat dlu..abg nak cr harddisk...

j:hee..tanx abg..

actually..turn out dat my friend bgtau last minute yg krete dy penuh utk blk puncak alm..

xkesah pon..tanx to her i dpt jmpe amir...hehe..(nada gedik!)

such a perfect excuses nak bgtau atok yg i need to take bus to melaka to get to klaNG..

yaa..dat is true because xde bas ke klang from kluang...:)

..see..sy baek sbb x outa dgn atok..

overnite dkt mlake..smpai dlm 10.30pm mcm 2..

3 jam travel from kluang..tiket siang sold out!

lalu jln lame...yes...'favret' sy klau naek bas...

amir fetched n hntar kt rmh ckgu haida (mak angkat sy!)..

ok...

nak dipendekk kan crite...

esok nye amir amek at 10am..

amir lmbat sbb tgk bola mlm td..ee..

bought some breakfast at mcd..

ok..

this is what im trying to share...

on our 2 hours travelling...we was like refreshing our oldest memories studying in mozac..

tanye amir ble dy start recognized aku kat skola 2..

dy ckp...knl u sbb u suke tanye soalan time bm mase 1 alpha dlu..

pastu da xamek tau da..lol..

apela amir ni..

bley plak time f4 baru kenal blk...

bkn nye rmai sgt student...

2 pon sbb satu set time bio..

ok..admit..sy mmg xfaymes..

haha

ble da rule out all the awkwardness between us time dlu2...

now i know we hav sumthing in common during our freshmen year in mozac...

hard to admit..ktorg akan call mak masing-masing five times a day!

yes..kebetulan same..in the morning, lpas blk sekolah..lpas blk prep petang..before or after maghrib..and lepas blk prep mlm...mmg terok btol homesick mase 2...and amir pon..haha..

ble recall blk mmg susah nak adapt mase mak meninggal dulu...u just imagine..da biase call mak 24/7..update everything dgn mak...even gadoh ngan kwn pon crite kat mak..call office mak sume....

n suddenly...mak xde...

u hav no idea ape yg ak rase mase 2..major depression..menangis teresak-esak tgk kwn2 call mak masing2...

pgang gagang public phone 2 call rumah expect nak dgr suare mak tp org lain yg angkat...

call office mak wlaupun tau kwn mak yg akan angkat..

bayangkan..sumthing yang da jd rutin harian...5 times a day..and nikmat 2 da ditarik serta merta..

i tell the same thing to amir..and we paused...mata mmg da merah mase 2..i decide tu turn my face from him..malu kot..heh..

amir end up the silence by saying

"abang kan ade...."

n he always know how to makes me smile...

it was funny though..

we argue how that i am not supposed to be homesick sbb rumah kat taman muzaffar syah n dy plak bley sbb rmh jaoh sket kat duyong...haha

tau2 je da smpai lowyat..snggah imbi jap...n i berjaye convinced amir not to spend his rm600 to buy two caviar black harddisk(hdd) utk buat rate for performance..

membazir kot..so..he just bought one..rm300..

sepanjang perjalanan i try to pretend phm dgn sgale bebelan psal hdd yg dy bkal beli ni...

haha..jahat..

end up phm jugak la akhirnye..

sikit..

through this travel ape yg aku dapat conclude..

amir da byk ajar aku mcm2...

how not to misjudged org..

appreciate ur father while u still have..because everyone deserve a 2nd chance....

plan ur fture according to ur own needs..

be strong..

n he is always there for me..

time ak dpt result terok kat skola...n smpai thap skrang...

time ade problem ngan family...

klau ade financial problem...

problem dgn kwn...

prblm dgn stdy...

prblm dgn pc :)

prblm wif EVERYTHING..

my shoulder to cry on...

.:amir rasid:.

thanks pingu:)

ur slow..heh